Life without pleasure, mind without empathy
Longing for the willpower to end this agony
Gratification denied, sensory lobotomy
Hollow and devoid of feeling, the wind wails through me
Beneath my skin I rot away
I’ve become a rancid leper sloughing flesh
As the sun drifts in circles like a vulture overhead
I decay internally
Doomed to pain for all my days
Until the silence takes me away, suffer endlessly